Day 3 of 100

Day 3. 11pm. What am I doing. Showing up.

Day 2 of 100

 technology issues. Here is painting for day 2. Maybe it is an underpainting for tomorrow. We will see.

Day 1 of 100

This was started a few weeks ago. Today I decided it was going to get crazy color. Fighting color.

I have been fighting the inner critic and I have been fighting fear. Each time I sit down to draw or paint I have thoughts of inadequacy. I am distracted by other obligations. It is not as fun as it used to be. The mental stamina required is not there. I was thinking I should close this chapter of my life. But I remember how much joy and satisfaction it used to bring me. It used to energize me. Lately nothing energizes me. I decided that I need to force myself to rebuild the stamina. A little bit every day. I have been doing my sketchbook every day since Jan 1, so that is encouraging. I am not going to post these to facebook yet. I do not want the attention.