Unfinished Tree Project

So this happened. The maple tree in the front yard needed to come down. We are doing it ourselves, but we are so busy it currently sits in this unfinished state. The yard has branches everywhere and I find this situation embarrassing. That is the truth. Friday and Saturday were professional conference days for me. I saw Ricardo Levins Morales speak on Friday and Gabrielle Civil speak yesterday. The concept that struck me the strongest was Gabrielle's. When deciding what to make your art about, tell the truth. And then make something new. And then document it. And then share it. Repeat.

Today is Daylight Savings day. I have an extra hour I did not know I would have until I got up this morning and noticed that my cell phone was showing a different time than the clock on the shelf. I decided I would use this hour on myself.

Another story that influenced my decisions today: Elizabeth Gilbert wrote a book called "Big Magic". That book inspired two Minnesota artists (Tiffany Besonen and Brian Frink) to lead a session at the conference. The session made me realize that I need to stop waiting for inspiration and shut Fear up. They said the book describes Big Magic as a creative force that will suggest the next step if you are making an effort, but will move on to someone else if you are doing nothing. Wow. That is not a totally new concept to me, but hearing it in that way was exactly what I needed to hear at this time. I choose to envision Big Magic as God working through receptive individuals. You can view it differently if that works better for you.

Today, instead of seeing myself as an artist working alone, I see myself as a student in a class. My job is to do the work to the best of my ability, using my time well. If I get stuck I should keep trying and trust that the teacher will be pleased with my effort and offer suggestions as needed. I need to be aware and notice when directions are being given. Every assignment does not have to a masterpiece. Sometimes we are working on building skills or doing research. The important thing is to show up and do the work.